Here’s my
list from Monday night. .
Galatians—what
needs to change?
1.) Desire the approval of God—not
people (1:10)
2.) Consult with
GOD before humans (1:16)
3.) Let the Holy
Spirit guide my life—ALL of it! (5:25)
I believe
that I already shared earlier this week how verse 1:10 met me in a moment of
need. .I won’t repeat. God has been leading me toward obedience to 1:16 for a
while now. .really, I would say. .He DROPPED it right on me the summer after
dad died. .I’m a girl. .I love to talk. .I love to talk about problems. .it’s
part of what I do for a living. .’m also an open book, and will share nearly
anything with anybody, unashamedly. .and any time I might have an issue with
someone or a problem. .I was eager to find someone to commiserate with me. .it
might start under the pretense of “getting advice” but ultimately, ended up as
a major gripe and gossip. .which never helped anything. .God BROKE me last
summer. .when I NEEDED to talk about my grief. .but couldn’t. .everyone was
busy, I didn’t want to ask (no surprise that I am fairly independent??) for
help. .I felt forgotten. .and that no one really cared to KNOW what was on my
heart. .or even if they WANTED to know. .wouldn’t be able to fully understand
the magnitude of impact on my life. .I remember VIVIDLY, the day that I was
particularly desiring conversation. .but my personal pity party was not
allowing me to reach out. .And I figured out. .that GOD is the ONLY one that
I/we can ever TRULY count on. .I began to pray. .and I recall the rest of the
week, thinking that over. .God is the one I should have reached out to FIRST.
.not LAST!! I felt horribly guilty. .because that had become the pattern of my
life. .I NEEDED (I thought) someone. .to talk it over with, to give me advice,
condolences, reassurance. .and acceptance. .And I’m going to guess that I am
not the only one who deals with that. .it seems to be an estrogenic specialty!!
I have been
working on being mindful of that for the last year now. .and it’s led me down a
different path. .one responsible for much of my change in Christ, I believe.
.BUT. .sometimes I win. .and sometimes I lose on the matter. .THIS week. .I
wanted to make phone calls, put out texts, emails. .whatever. .But God kept
reigning me in. .almost like He was reminding me. .I brought you here. .and I
am going to SHOW you my DIVINITY through this. .and MAN, did He show up!!
Wednesday
morning I just cried out to Him on the way to work. .pleading with Him that He
would clear my mind so that I could give my best self to the career that He
placed me into. .as well as continued prayers that He would keep the control of
this bible study. .and not allow me to control it in my flesh. .
As I finished
praying on my way into my office, I sat down at my desk, flipped open my laptop
and powered it on. .just as the scripture from Isaiah 43 sifted into my head.
.I googled it to be reminded of the whole verse. .allow me to share. .
Do
not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name; you are Mine! 2"When
you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they
will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be
scorched, Nor will the flame burn you. 3"For
I am the LORD your God, The Holy One of Israel, your Savior;
The context
of the passage was written to the Israelites. .who were HORRIBLE and faithless.
.and whiny. .so much so. .that God finally allowed them to wander in the
wilderness for 40 years. .Yet at the end of the day. .He LOVED them. .and He
was promising them what you just read in 43:1-3. .and that is a promise He has
made to each of His children as well!
As I was
reading that, I had already flipped my pandora station on. .and the song that
began to play was THIS. .
If you don’t
listen to the clips I send. .be sure that you go listen and read the lyrics to
THIS one. . Because they are lyrics that should become lifeblood to ALL of us!!
That song was followed by this song. .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBcqria2wmg Casting Crowns. .Who am I. .Who EVEN am I. .that the SAME God who calmed
the sea of Galilee during the storm. .would come DOWN through the RAIN in my
life. .and put His hand out to calm ME!!
Coincidence
ladies?? I don’t think so. .That leads me to the third thing that I wrote down
for the week. .that I didn’t even remember until reading my list again last
night. .God wants ME to let the Spirit lead my life. .that’s hard to do for a
control freak like myself. .But, by letting Him lead me this week. .He showed
me. .that there is JOY, even in sorrow. .that there is PEACE, even in turmoil.
.that there is COMFORT, even in pain. .when I am IN the Spirit. .and I would
have missed it all. .if I had led myself. .instead of submitted to His leading!!
How MANY times. .do we lead ourselves. .and miss God’s GLORY!! I wonder how
many times in the past I have done it. .many, many I’m sure!
And FINALLY.
.another reminder to me this morning. .nailing down the rest of the discussion
on people. .and trustworthiness. .in conjunction with the NECESSITY of knowing
what’s in between the first page of Genesis and the last page of Revelation. .
We place our
expectations in people. .it’s what we do. .People also put their expectations
in US. .People disappoint. .always, if you spend enough time with them anyway.
.my hit home point to the youth last night was this. .many put their
expectations in us. .but on the last day. .the only person’s expectations of us
that matter. .is God the Father’s. God has expectations of ME. .just as He does
of you. .and we are responsible to Him. .on judgment day. .as we give account
to Him for our life. .
I don’t
believe, that a follower of Christ will be able to use the excuse. .”But I just
didn’t know!!” That’s WHY studying the bible is so important. .and whether you
choose to do that with me. .or choose to do that on your own. .DON’T neglect
that!! Because if you are led astray by something that is CLEARLY spelled out
in the bible. .it will be a problem!!
All that to
say this. .one of my favorite bible teachers. .has gotten a lot of bad
publicity over the last few days. .His work that I have listened to and
studied. .has been generally accurate with the Word. .though a few times I
disagreed with various thoughts or a teaching that I wasn’t completely
satisfied was grounded biblically. .Is he wrong? Are the articles about some
possible moral shortcomings true?? I don’t know. .but 10 years ago. .they
weren’t! He a people. .He has strayed, possibly. .He will disappoint, and has
disappointed already, especially me. .but He isn’t accountable to ME. .and I
can’t, on the last day proclaim to the Lord that I took his example as truth,
even though the bible was specific AGAINST a teaching (or whatever). SO. .I get
counted off, so to speak too!
I should have
known better. .God didn’t just give that truth to the teacher. .He gave it to
ALL of His children. And we must use it with any teacher, preacher, priest,
book, website, article, bible study, friendly neighbor, praying friend. .that
we take teaching from, seek advice from, talk with, or listen to. .remember 1
John 2:26-27. .
I am writing these things to warn you about those who want
to lead you astray.27 But you have received the Holy Spirit,[h] and he
lives within you, so you don’t need anyone to teach you what is true. For the
Spirit[i]teaches you
everything you need to know, and what he teaches is true—it is not a lie. So
just as he has taught you, remain in fellowship with Christ.
In fact. .if
you have time. .just go back and read that whole chapter out of 1 John 2 again.
.Put those words away in your heart. .
Men aren’t
divine. .not one (as we will see in Romans soon) Not one of them, nor one group
of them, nor one institution of them. .they are all the same. .WE are all the
same. .and they are all outfitted with a human nature like ours. .ALL of them!!
We are in a fallen and broken world. .where it is easy to get caught up in the
world. .we decided last month that the cultures may be different, but the
people aren’t. I also believe that is why most of the New Testament teaches to
be wary of false teachers and false teachings. .
God opens eyes. .and hearts.
.and gives knowledge to those who seek it. .but Satan is just as alive here.
.and only has limited time to take a people for himself. .So DON’T think he is
just sitting around waiting for someone to call him up, to do so would be a
tragedy. .We must each humbly come before God. .with no motives, with no
conceptions, with a TEACHABLE and humble heart. .and ask for Him to provide us
wisdom in the direction we must go. .He will show up!! He promises He will. .And
I can attest. .that He does!
Yeah! I'm ready for Romans!! Please forgive my lack on commenting during the past several weeks… It was SO SO good to see you last night!
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